First of all a MASSIVE thank you to Viz for giving me a sample of what CBD oil is like - I cannot thank you enough mate :) This is a LEGAL CBD non-THC product!
As you know I am a grumpy git at the best of times
I have also been suffering from alcohol and anxiety and depression issues - IE cant have just one drink etc. I have road rage every single time I go out ( even in tesco with trolleys ) and been a generally angry dad shouting first thinking later!So yesterday one of the kids was ill - Friday night the wife was up all night so I decided to take the other 2 out for the day and take home some gifts to cheer them all up.
I rubbed a 1/4 grain of rice ( if that ) of CBD oil kindly donated by Viz to me after previous chats about my issues before setting off.
I got them both dressed, the car ready, change bags etc and off we went. I didn't even shout once at other vehicles, or the kids and didn't overtake - I was SHOCKED!
Got to town... I hate town.... and I felt great - gave a few quid to a busker, gave £5 to help the heroes and took the kids round a few shops - game, clothing places etc and was really happy and no matter how many daft questions were asked, it didn't bother me I just kept answering them!
We then went to the hairdressers..... over an hour waiting and I was again quite content - Oddly I also noticed I wasn't mucking about on my phone but was paying full attention to the kids.
Burger king next.... they have a kids play area and constant screaming for another hour was noticed but again... it didn't worry me in the slightest!
We then went home, got stuck behind a lorry doing 40 and I just sat there quite content with no rage at all and no attempt to bother overtaking as I usually would.
Returned home and my wife asked the kids how it went - great mum! Dad didn't shout once or moan in the car or scream at anyone else.... yes, obviously I have been in a bad place for a while and I regret that :(
I felt energetic and keen to keep active the entire day. NO feeling of stoned etc just more like contentment all day.
One thing I did observe was later on that day I had a couple of shandies and a few bongs and felt a bit tipsy tbh - I'm not sure if it accentuates the weed/alcohol or maybe I was just tired by this time.
I tried some again today... decided to take 2 of the kids out for a walk in the woods ( 3rd one was glued to xbox and the wife is still ill )
Again contentment noticed, no shouting even tho I had the worst behaved hooligan with me asking a gazilion questions the entire walk. Again no road incidents... Now this may be a coincidence but I doubt it - I shall continue my trial of what might allow me to be a better person :)
THANK YOU VIZ <3
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